I am impossible - But this is me
I have no idea who i am anymore but obviously there is a part of me that is forever broken. I am married and have a family - the house, the white picket fence. Everyone tells me I have the perfect life. I am a stay at home mom. I'm also in love with 2 other men. One gives my body what it wants and needs - and the other gives my heart and soul what it needs. Both of them are married and none of us want to leave our spouses. Screwed up? You bet - I wish this upon no one. The heart wants what it wants...

This is my friend emmanuel - it has nothing to do with the subjects of most of my posts - but i just find him yummy :)

This is my friend emmanuel - it has nothing to do with the subjects of most of my posts - but i just find him yummy :)

so in love <3

i am so so so so happy and so so so so in love that i want to burst. finally - finally everything is going my way. i am by far THE luckiest girl in the world and am SO SO SO in love…..<3 if i could bottle this, i would surely be an addict.

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
Its becoming something that’s impossible to ignore
And I can’t take it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us so crazy
If you ask me I’m ready, I’m ready, I’m ready
If you ask me I’m ready, I’m ready, I’m ready

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I have no idea who i am anymore but obviously there is a part of me that is forever broken. I am married and have a family - the house, the white picket fence. Everyone tells me I have the perfect life. I am a stay at home mom. I'm also in love with 2 other men. One gives my body what it wants and needs - and the other gives my heart and soul what it needs. Both of them are married and none of us want to leave our spouses. Screwed up? You bet - I wish this upon no one. The heart wants what it wants...